I spent this morning snuggling with the most sweetest baby ever. I have decided that even if I can never be a mom, I can take all the emotion that I have saved inside me for my own babies and give it to baby Piper. She is such a little darling and I just don't want to miss a minute of her life. I am sooo blessed to be able to live in the same community as my brother and sister in law and have a relationship with them and be able to have a part in my niece's life.
I am taking part in the Wednesday morning Bible Study at church. Its a Beth Moore study called Living Beyond Yourself. It is about living in the Spirit and just this last Wed. we talked about allowing the Holy Spirit to fill your life above anything else. This is a true goal to aim for and I pray and hope that by allowing the Lord Jesus to fill my life, that my daily struggle (which consists mostly of feelings related to infertility) would be less evident and that He would be more evident. I have decided that I need to lay down this burden at the cross and LEAVE IT THERE. It is so easy to pick it up again and start carrying it alone.
Anyways, these were just some of my thoughts for right now.
