JUNE! already! i totally forgot that i had a blog. haha! that is how not a blogger i am! but now that i am here, i may as well post a little something before i go make supper...i should be starting supper now but i am procrastinating. on hot days like today, i think i could really go without eating at all. it's too hot to eat. but some of us who live in this house don't agree.

So i only have a few more days of school until the summer break. i honestly don't know what i am going to do. it's going to be a long summer, but i think i am ok with that at this point. Life has been increasingly busy over the last couple of weeks...let me rephrase...MONTHS. since we moved to our own place that is. we are still in renovation mode, somewhat, but that has slowed down a bit. the basement is gutted and though we have great plans for it, unfortunately the money is just not there right now to start an expensive project like that. Step by step i guess.

anyways, so our house is great. i love just hanging out at home, in the yard, or whatever. my job is pretty good, although now it is almost done for the summer...so life in general is good. i still really long to be a mom, but that is entirely out of my hands. this one area, which most people "plan" for, is so completely out of my control. what a weird feeling. Family Planning....NOT. I am starting to feel like Family Planning is such a joke. So you wait 5 or whatever years and then decide to have a family...hmmm, for some people that works. And for the rest of us, it is a big joke when 3 1/2 years later there is still no family and never will be.

and that is my rant for today.